What the blog has been for me

It's funny that I go through phases of going back and forth with having facebook. I think what happens for me is facebook tends to be something that helps warp me into someone I do not wish to be. I mean I feel like you are constantly worried about who's seeing your page and what you post or how often you post. All because of what others are going to think about you. 

I would say there is really only a handful of people that I talk to about things in my life. They know how or what I'm really feeling. I have gotten to be pretty good at keeping people past arms reach. I feel that in person or on facebook I can never allow myself to really be me through and through. I don't know exactly how I have come to be this way but it really bugs me sometimes. Especially when I want someone to see who I really am but yet I am still too stubborn and afraid to just be myself no matter what they think. This blog has kind of been my escape and journal. I'm not sure what it is...maybe that I don't have any followers or I just don't have to hear about it...I don't know. But what I do know is that I seem to get things out here to seemingly nobody that I'm not usually able to. I can also come back and read it myself and learn from where I've been. So If you don't really know me this is most likely what's up with me.

Maybe you're reading some of this and maybe your just hear to look at the pictures I post...I don't know. But just know that even though I don't always say so in person or make it obvious, I truly care about each and every person I know and even those that I don't. I wish everyone the best things in life and I strive to do my best by you all everyday...even though some days I really don't do that good of a job.

Icy Goodness!

So I finally got around to editing some photos from my last trip to Bozeman in November. Come to find out it was not a moment too late as well since my good friend and photographer Lacey moves away to Eugene this weekend. She has not only been on a lot of trips with me but has helped me with many things over the years. All kinds of things from teaching me to shoot and edit photos to helping me mend a broken heart from time to time. She has done so much for me and has never asked for anything in return. I am very thankful to have her as my friend. Check out her blog at http://www.ladukeadventures.com/ and her website at ladukephoto.com/. 

I also would like to say I plan to get back in gear on posting on here. Hopefully some more good photos for you guys to enjoy. And I'm sure plenty of my ranting and venting that I seem to do on this blog. But hey it seems like the only way I manage to get some things out. Well that's about all for now but as always I wish each and everyone of you only the best every single day! Have an amazing day and enjoy the pictures.

-Jesse